AngrySadAloneFrustratedUnproductiveLostDespair…The problem with giddy overhappiness is inevitable fall afterwards. Is it to be always that I shall see happiness but ultimately it is only to remind me of where I truly am…
Probably means I’ve had too much caffeine and sugar lately, and burnt out all my adrenaline. Ran out of the good brain drugs so currently in withdrawal, systems likely back to normal tomorrow.
Well, whatever normal turns out to be. Fighting the unlimited darkness may be tiring work, and I might have dropped gasping at the impossibility of the task. But really, let’s not kid ourselves – I’m only willing to be the universe’s toy for so long. A moment of weakness, a slip, a crack in the mask. I am not so humble as to think I cannot reshape the world to my whim again.
